Update on ME

Well, I am about 36 hours post surgery now. It went well according to the surgeon. I, however, am a lot worse off than I was expecting. Last night Jonathan and I decided we needed help since I was 100 percent useless and he was trying to take care of the kids and me so we called my mom, and thankfully she dropped her weekend plans and headed over from Georgia. I am in more discomfort and more useless than I was after delivering my babies. It makes sense really though when I think about it- it's my stomach muscles and you use those for EVERYTHING. Until a few hours ago, it took me 10 minutes to even get up out of a chair or bed. I really can't do much of anything, including lift and hold my babies, which is killing me. They are right here, but I can't even play with them or hug on them. Even nursing Justin is currently a challenge as he is moving all over and hitting my belly. I am hoping and praying for a fast recovery. Monday everyone returns to work, and I am going to be here with the kids alone so I need to get better very quickly!!! I don't really do well being useless so here's to hoping I can be up and moving soon! Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers for me during all of this! I'll be back to bragging about my babies and not complaining soon hopefully.